holiday and christmas :)

Woah.. Realised havent been updating for a really long time. Anw.. This is the first time we did not go on a holiday in december. So i dunno why.. This december seems extremely long. HAHA!! And the reason why we never go on holiday?? I was too blur -.- I didnt know we still had the 2 weeks break after internship. I thought it will be school all the way. So i told my parents i wont be having any holidays. So no plans were made. Then by the time i realised that there were holidays, it was too late to make any plans. Hai... So no choice. Brother nearly slaughtered me. HAHAHA!! So no choice.. had to make do with a short trip (6days) to Malaysia with cousin. Missed the cool air that we like to enjoy every yr when we go overseas during winter. I miss Turkey that we visit last year :|But then Malaysia was fun too :)

Stayed at some resort. Then our room was overlooking the golf course. Super nice view. Then we did many stupid things there too.. Bowling, horse riding, archery and many other things. But the fun part was at night. We played stupid truth or dare games, spin the bottle games and alot of card games. We never slept until it was past 2am. Then, we did alot of stupid thing. We ate RAW coffee powder as forefit. In Malaca, we ordered room service at nearly 2am, went singing at some place like kbox till 2am when we promised to be back at 12am, shopped till we got scared that when our parents see the receipts/credit card bills, they will scream at us. So, on the second last day, we dug out ALL out receipts to calculate. The pile of receipts are huge! HAHA!!

Then christmas came. Had party. Played with the left over "forefit" food from malaysia. Those bottled baby food. some pumpkin and i dunno what vegetable puree. Gosh!! wost food i tasted in my entire life. the food taseted like spaghetti sauce. But then with lots of lumpy and gooey stuff inside. one teaspoon and i nearly threw up. And, i was the first one to eat. so, when they saw my reaction, they changed their mind and decided not to play with it anymore -.- Btw... I love all the presents. Thanks everyone :)

School starts again! back to the hectic lifestyle. And i just found out today, that EVERYONE has to take napfa. Gosh! i dunno how am i going to pass. 2.4km, situps, shuttle run, sit and reach are all still ok. Pull ups? got to be kidding. i hope i can even pull myself up ONCE. I am going to exercise my hand strength more these few weeks. Hope swimming would help. Oh yeah! anything except going to golf range with brother. Thats the stupidest thing i agreed to do. He laughs at nearly every ball i hit. so demoralising. Hey! I dont hit that bad la! Its just that i havent played in a super long while.

-Goodnight-

Its back to school!!!

Its back to school!! Ok.. Internship ended and now we are back to school :) YAY!! But i got a feeling this is going to be a very rushed and packed semester. Its only the first week of school and i am feeling the stress already.

Guess what!! I didnt sleep the whole of tuesday night, rushing the posters, did all the way till 7am plus on wednesday, washed up and headed straight to school for submission. After which, attended lecture before heading home to take a short rest and went singing with tiff, dee, lu and melvin. Sang till 6plus before i rushed down to meet parents so that they can send me for Chingay briefing. Please tell me chingay would be as fun as NDP :| Parents waited till 9.30pm to have dinner with me. Then by the time i reached home, it was about 11plus?! I feel so accomplished :D

Today, went for 2 lectures in a row.. Bella came to school cos she wanted to see my poster. HAHAHA!! So waited for her to come before bringing her to see the poster. Then after which, we went down to the club to gym :) Ran for about 3km and did some other machines. Went for a swim too :) I never felt so healthy in a long while. Hope i can keep the habit up! HAHA!! Oh yeah.. forgot to add in.. we ate quite alot before gym-ing... so that kinda contra out what we did. But no!! we still had taekwondo tonight.. So there should be some positive effect right?! Anw.. Debbie!! we shall go soon another time with you!! "They have slides in the pool!!" you should know who said that right?!

Talking about taekwondo, i got a feeling we are kinda no hope. we need to remember 6 patterns from yellow-green, all the way till brown by january. Gosh!! i really need to pass this time. I want my black belt!! I want to change uniform. HAHA!! I wish us all the best. Lol!!

Ok.. thats about all.. i am feeling sleepy at 11pm. must be the collection of lack of sleep. Goodnight :)

Thank You :)

This is going to be a very random post... So anw, this message is for someone:

Thanks for always having so much trust in me that i will be able to do it. Regardless of whatever i do, Your constant encouragement and trust in me, really motivates me to do my best. Thank you for helping me be so much more confident of myself. I would never be able to gain this kind of confidence without you :)

I don't know if that person would ever read it.. But then.. at least i said it out :)

-goodnight-

2 weeks more!!

I'm back!! Anw.. Finally had time to bring terry for a walk today :D I've been feeling really guilty recently, because i used to bring him to ECP nearly twice a week and regular walks round my estate. But then, since the start of my internship, his walks has been cut down. Poor boy. People really take things for granted. When i was in China, i missed him so badly, i keep thinking to myself that if he was with me now, it would be so great :) I can bring him out and all. But ever since i came back, I've only brought him out (i cant remember how many) times. So today, brought him for a long long walk, before heading home to let him rest and i went for a JOG!!! YES!! i feel super duper accomplished today.

Anw, lunch today was great! Headed to SP with few of my colleagues to eat. Had fun talking and hearing from them alot more about interesting aspects of working/non working life. HAHAHA!! But i really miss the campus life. Ah!! Ok.. this is ironic. I don't want internship to end, cos i don't really feel like going back to school :D but at the same time, i want internship to end, so i can go back to being a student and enjoying campus life. Ok.. this is very very ironic.

Oh yeah!! I SMS Leya just now.. I agreed to join Chingay 2010. I was contampilating between Youth Olympic Games and Chingay. Then she told me i can join both... So why not :D Oh no!!! Chingay is during CNY... $$ My Angbao!! $$. Its ok la! I'll go for the experience.

Ok! I'm gonna sleep :) Work tomorrow. I got to wake up at 6.10am!!

Goodnight :)

Stupid Insects!!

I really hate insects!! Urgh!! I was standing near some grass.. talking. Then i felt something biting my leg.. thinking it will go away, (anw, its quite wierd to start sweeping/hitting your leg, when you are talking to someone right!!?) So i happily continued talking. Then when i finished talking, i looked down and realised there was a BIG bump.. and it was really itchy!! Then now, its swollen!! the bite is on the side of my leg, now even the top of my leg is also red and swollen :( I've put ALOT of medicine.. Hope it goes down fast.. Its not helping that i have sadistic friends.. who keep scaring me that worms/maggots will start crawling out.. Something about insects laying eggs inside. URGH!! Stupid insect!! I was enjoying my conversation, and you must come and bite me! Rah!!

Ok.. i feel so dumb scolding the insect. Goodnight!!

Dreams..

These few weeks of work, has made me realised something. When you start working, days just go on day by day... Time seems to pass real fast. We maybe earning money when we are working, but then, its really hard to find time to spend it.. Monday's to Friday's are spent in the office. We reach there early in the morning, and only leave in the evening. One full day just go by like that. All you think about is getting your job done to your best ability. And when i started working for these few months, i begin to realise that you tend to focus more on reality. Maybe that's all part of growing up and becoming more mature. But it is also the process of growing up and maturing that makes you forget your dreams too.

These few day, i have been thinking, "so this is how working life will be" And somehow, i have already begin to accept the fact that after school, after graduation, this will be the kind of life that i will be living. Be it if i work for my father, or i work for other people. The same routine everyday, from morning till evening. Then suddenly, i remembered of my "ambition" that i used to tell all my friends, and also the "business" that i want to run, and the house i want to stay. I remember how all my friends used to laugh at me (you all know who u are la!!). Ok.. i admit!! That dream is NOT impossible. But just a little over ambitious.. a little childish. HAHAHAHA!!

It is because of this dream, that made me decide to take up the course that i am taking now, and it is also because of this dream that i chose many things over the other choices. It is easy to lose sight and give up on my dream, and just do what seems to be the "right" thing. But i am going to make sure that i don't. Cos without that dream, i doubt i would have any direction in life.

~All our dreams can come true, if we have the courage to pursue them~
Walt Disney

~If you can dream it, you can do it.~
Walt Disney

I like Walt Disney quotes :) Its meaningful.. and NOT childish!! Grrr!!!

Quotations..

~Missing someone gets easier every day because even though it's one day further from the last time you saw each other, it's one day closer to the next time you will~

I saw this quote that day, and i think it makes a lot of sense :) So everyday, I'll tell myself, I'm one day nearer to the day i meet you all again!! I Can't wait!!

~goodnight~

Type where?

Something Super funny happened.. Therefore, i feel like posting it here. But i won't name who, cos that person will scream at me. HAHA!! So anw, yesterday i was on skype with this person. Then we were talking about some stuff la. Then i gave her my Facebook account cos she wanted to see something. Then we were talking about some stuff la. Then i said, go to this webpage. cos i wanted to show her smth. Then I gave her the address of the website. But then i didn't read out the whole address la.. So i just read out the starting of the address. Then she asked me "type where?" Then for that moment, i was stunned. So i just said.. "open internet explorer, then type it in the top bar." Then she said "huh? how to type? type where?" Gosh! i just burst out laughing!!! Then i repeat again "type like how you normally search for a website!" Then she still didn't get it!! Ok.. It doesnt really seem funny when i type it out here. But then, yesterday, when i was talking, i really burst out laughing until my stomach was super painful!! HAHAHAHA!!

The laughter you all bring.. can chase away all unhappiness :)

Ok! These few days, many funny yet stupid things happened. Cos in my last post, i was saying something about going 6 countries for holiday after graduation. Then me and Bella still happily thought it was possible. Then on Monday my friend suddenly pointed out to me.. Even if you spend a minimum of 5 days in a country, you'll need 30 days to cover 6 countries!! Which is one month! HAHAHAHA!! we never thought of that at all!! Then, yesterday, i was on skype with Bella again. So i was telling her about the 30days thing.. Then we found it super funny yet ridiculious. So we started laughing. Then also we talked about some other stupid stuff that made me laugh until my stomach ached so badly.

So anyway, we decided to cut down to 3 countries... And the best part!!! I managed to convince her why is Disneyland a good place to go with me after i told her what happened when i went to USA Disneyland and after i told her what i am going to do there :) AND she agreed to CONSIDER going Taiwan!! Wheeeee... Debbie!!! You want to go see piglet too?!?!And Debbie! I know you support my idea of going Taiwan too right?! Remembered what we said the other time when we were singing?! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

So.. i am making smth nice for my friends :) You all will receive it when i am back. You all must treasure it ah!!! I spent approx 4 hours on each including writting of message and all.. So i made a total of 9.. So i spent 36 hours on it!!! and its not fully done yet.

Oh! that day, my colleague asked me a question. And i answered her really stupidly. I told Lu about it yesterday, and she laughed at me :( But then, that day i was not feeling too well.. So it wasn't my fault that i answered her wrongly!!

Anw, i am not refering to anyone ah... just a "general question" If there are 2 doors side by side, and you know one leads to where you want to go, would u just puch open the door, or read what is written on the door?? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!

Random thoughts..

This is going to be a random post.. I was watching some random video on internet just now.. then it was something about Taekwondo. Suddenly, I realised how much i miss taekwondo :( Ok.. then the show was about this group of people learning taekwondo. But then the whole group of them were black belt. With the black collared uniform. NICE :) I cant wait till i get mine too.. Especially with the black belt with our chinese name sewn there :) Yay!! Bella!! If you are reading this, i was counting just now.. we should get our black belt by about january or latest march :) But you know something, i still can't imagine the two of us in black belt uniform :P I can't imagine us with the black belt uniform, doing all the stupid things that we always do in class. HAHAHA!! I got a lot to catch up when i am back.. Don't know how am i going to remember ALL the steps from green belt to brown-black.. But I don't care!! You are going to teach me.. If not i will complain to............... (you fill in the blanks yourself ah!!)

Then, there was this portion about them taking part in some tournament. It somehow reminded me of our taekwondo tournament. Ok la.. theirs seemed so much more professional then ours. But then It somehow made me want to laugh out.. Esp when i thought of the part when we were waiting for our turn and talking about lamb/sheep and cow/beef part. HAHA!! Also the part when everyone was waiting for their turn, and were very tired. So everyone was like half asleep. Then i received a SMS from Michelle about something that gave me a BIG shock. And i didn't know how to react also la... So i exclaimed damn loudly and whacked bella (who was already sleeping) on the back until she jumped up. Thinking back, its kinda hilarious!! But looking back now, i feel kinda dumb with the big reaction -.- I guess Yu e and melvin and all those around me that day were kinda shocked!

Oh yeah.. That day i was on skype.. then we were planning which country to go for holiday after my graduation and all... Then we came up with a list of about 6 countries?! And Bella came up with a good idea.. we can go from one country to another. If i didn't remember wrongly, We'll start with Thailand, then to Taiwan.. then i cant remember already la.. But then its kinda funny thinking about it.. If i go tell my mom that i want to go overseas.. she'll say ok. But if i tell her 6 countries!! I think she will think i want to go round the world!! But i think it will be quite fun. But out of the 6 countries, only Taiwan was choosen by me :( And she told me "ok la.. We'll go there cos you want to go" sounds so 勉强. But Anw!! I changed my mind already!! I dont mind not going to Taiwan already!! I want to go to Disneyland!! The last time i went to the one in USA.. it was super fun!! we were there from morning till closing (and i was with my whole family). HAHA! I wouldn't leave if i could :) Lets go Disneyland instead!! Debbie!! We can go find Piglet!!!

Anw.. Debbie!! I want to tell you something about Rabbits again!! I think you will find it interesting!! Next time we talk online or on skype.. Remind me to tell you again k? Just tell me that i need to tell you something about Rabbits, and i will remember..

-goodnight-

Phone Bill!!

Oh yeah!! I just suddenly thought of it.. Its crazy to use the Singapore line to call back or SMS to Singapore. My mom just told me a few days ago, that my Singtel bill came.. And she asked me to guess the bill. So i guessed 200+. Then she told me, it was 980++ I got a shock of my life!! And you know what!! Every night when i talk to my family and friends, i've been using skype!! So i dont know how i managed to chalk up so much using my Singapore HP!! I guess its because of all the SMS that i have been SMSing non stop, and the calls from Singapore to my HP that i have been answering and some people from Singapore that i have been talking to sometimes on my HP :)
So i guess its good that my HP broke down.. If not my mom will get another shock when she receives the bill next month.. But it feels so wierd to be without a HP. Like something is missing. I miss the "excitement" when a SMS is received... Then You will be wondering who isit from :) Then, reading the message your friend sent, then replying the SMS!! Its a simple process but gosh!! I miss SMSing!!
Sometimes, every SMS, is a source of motivation.. Its also a source of encouragement. Sometimes, it can bring a smile to your face on a dull day. Although i feel like an idiot smiling to the phone sometimes.. Its a wonder of SMS that i miss.. ARGH!! I am going to get a new HP soon!! Iphone!!! But for now, i need to find a spare battery for the stupid samsung omnia to tide me over till i get my new phone in december!!

-goodnight-

My HP's spoilt!!

Argh!! Guess what!! My HP is officially spoilt -.- Its been acting really cranky for the past few days. And yesterday... I couldnt on it at all!! So, because i can't on my HP, now i can't receive or send any SMS or answer any calls. So, if anyone wants to leave me a message, you can either leave a comment here, or leave an offline message for me on MSN. Gosh!! Stupid phone! Of all the times to break down!! But looking on the bright side, i can get my Iphone soon :)

when family and friends are the pillar of your life...

I was really touched today. This morning, couldn't really sleep. So i woke up at nearly 8am?! Then i called mummy and talked to her for nearly 2 hours!? then i was watching DVD's and all till about 12 plus when i went opposite to buy food and collect mummy's dress. Then after that, came back. I was feeling damn down today. Cos normally on sunday's it will be spent with my whole family, going on outings, having meals and all. So now i am all alone. The feeling is really very very horrible.
So when i came home, i read through all the emails. Then i saw an email from Dianna.. Really touched by all the encouragement and comfort that she gave. Then Lucinda called me on skype, and we talked. Then i went out to the hall to continue some of my show. Then i came back into the room, i saw an email from Charmaine.. It was actually a powerpoint presentation. The words were really meaningful. And in the email she had a short message for me. I was really damn touched when i read it. Then friday night was spent talking for 2 hours plus with debbie and bella. Really felt their care and concern too :) Plus, i was reading through adel and leya's email again. Then lastly, the picture compilation book that tiffy, lu and dee made for me was on my table. I couldnt take it, and i teared. For the first time in many days, i felt really touched and loved. Although i am (i dont know how many) miles away (hey tiff and lu!! remember when we watched high school musical, it seemed so sweet :))HAHAHA!!, my friend are still there for me in singapore. I can feel their love and care all the way from here. I will never ask for anymore in a friend, cos i have it all in you all :)
Lets all work hard together through this 9/10 more weeks.. We'll go back to school, appreciating all the little things that we had taken for granted. Like dianna told me, she would rather be doing projects now. ME TOO!!! AND 1 important point!! Tiff, Lu and dee.. i will go back stronger, more independent and more mature. SO next time dont laugh at me like how you all did when i said in the LT that time, that i was independent and mature.. Got one more i cant remember already. HAHAHAHA!! Cos this time, i really am!! Lets all go for lectures together next sem!! Then i can tell you all about that person again :) Lu is gonna scold me when she see that i type "that person"

上海

Ok... I was thinking since i am in Shanghai, wanted to type this all out in Chinese. But in the end, i gave up after 2 sentence. Its damn hard to type in chinese. Anw, tomorrow marks 2 weeks since i arrives. 1 week since my mom went home. 1 week since i started to learn to be independent. But really, i learnt that i am not independent at all. I know my friends will be laughing now -.- I am hopeless at cooking, other then instant mee.. But it gets really sick after a while. Then i dont really dare to go out and buy. Cos its kinda dark. SO! guess what i have been doing/eating!! Breakfast is a cup of milo, i seldom eat lunch, cos the food is... then for quite a few nights already, i have been drinking milo or cereal with biscuits. So.. to those who said i will come back looking like a pau.. HAHAHA!! You guys are wrong already :D In fact i'm losing weight :D But mummy has been making noise. Cos she say its not really good for my body. But oh well.. thats what happens when you cant cook.
When in shanghai, i really hate weekends. Cos i really have nothing to do. Went shopping with cleo and vanessa today. But then like time pass very slowly. I reached home only at 5pm! Then now i am here drinking milo and typing. How pathetic :( Tomorrow whole day will be in the hotel, until they come over for dinner. Gosh! if they dont come, i will be in the hotel whole day :( I am thinking whats for lunch tomorrow. I REALLY CANT WAIT FOR MONDAY!! Eh!! No.. TUESDAY!!!! Its just 3 days away!!! please please be ok!!! I'm really damn bored here. I miss my family and friends VERY BADLY!!
Anw... Just something random. I was on the bus to work that day, Then my ipod was on shuffle mode. when i heard this really really old song then i suddenly liked it alot!! The lyrics are really really meaningful. Or at least i find it meaningful la. Cos it really reminds me of alot of things/people that through this trip, i find that actually 我比想象中更爱，更在乎他们。 我从来都不知道他们在我生活里面，是多么重要，可是现在我才发现，我是多么地爱他们，多么希望他们在这里，多么希望能跟他们面对面说话，多么像拥抱他们。有些事/人，我以为能在这三个月内，把他给忘了。可是，我发现我真的办不到。就好像歌词所写的，每当夜深人静的事后，我会不知不觉地想起你。

Ok! i give up typing in chinese!! Its damn hard. Wanted to type in chinese, to commemorate that i was here for 2 weeks.. But it seems my chinese standard is still.. :D Anw, I'm gonna read my book now :) Tomorrow will be another boring day. I miss Singapore like MAD!!! I miss the people even more. Everyone.. Ok la.. Since i am so bored, i'll type it out: Mummy, daddy, porky, terry, spiky, ah ma, bella, debbie, charmaine, lucinda, tiffany, dianna, celine,Leya, Adel, Eleri.. And many more la :D :D Oh yeah! talking about leya and adel, Thanks guys for you motivational Email to keep me going. I was watching the video of the dance on FB that day.. I really miss the whole SSA Ang Mo Kio south group!!

-goodnight-

The lyrics of the song that i was talking about

歌曲：我比想象中爱你
歌手：js 专辑：真命天女插曲

飞的越远越看不见
你阳光下灿烂的笑脸
在天跟海之间那条界线
慢慢的走远
你曾经是我的地平线

你有没有一点想念
我们一起去年的夏天
有种爱的感觉在心里面
那么的强烈
而这一切好象只是昨天

我才发现我比想象中爱你
只是一时不小心错过了你
每当夜深人静
我诚实的分析我自己
还是不可否认地
我比想象中爱你

兰花掠过沙滩变静
我又看见我们的脚印
如果遇见幸福的机率
有千万分之一
不顾一切也要找回你

我才发现我比想象中爱你
只是一时不小心错过了你
每当夜深人静
我诚实的分析我自己
总会从梦中惊醒
还是不可否认地
我比想象中爱你

终于发现我比想象中爱你
只是一时不小心错过了你
每当夜深人静
我诚实的分析我自己
总会从梦中惊醒
还是不可否认地
我比想象中爱你

So i'm all alone

Hello!! Have not been blogging for a few day. Cos Cleo came and stay over. It was fun la. At least i had company. But she went home this morning. And apparently, she cant come and stay already :( Great. So i am all alone again. Well... I hope i will get used to it. Anw, few people were telling me that they cant leave comments on my blog. I have no idea why too. Sorry people. Anw, last few days were quite fun. Tuesday night, cleo came over. then we went to meet vanessa for dinner at some italian restaurant. Then walked around before heading back. Then on wednesday, we went grocery shopping and headed back to cook. Damn amazing la! She managed to cook pasta, and never mind. All the ingredients, such as carrots, mushrooms, onions were cut with a BUTTER KNIFE!! hahaha!! Cos there was no knife here. I cooked instant mee myself!!! And i didnt get food poisoning. Then ate while we watched ming zhong zu ding wo ai ni on the DVD's that i brought!! Damn nice show la!! HAHAHA!! Then yesterday was KFC and we watched from 7pm till 1am?! HAHAHA!! Well.. today, dinner is still KFC for me :( But then guess what!! Although i am eating junk food here... I lost weight!!! HAHAHAHAHA!! Too stressful la. Those who know about it.. will understand why :( I dont like working! I'd rather go back to school :(
Oh!!! Something damn funny happened on wednesday night! Cos we watched the show till about 1am? Then went to sleep. oh yeah! throughout the whole show, we were discussing which guy is cuter. Ok la.. we got different taste -.- So after the show i was damn tired. So i was lying down, going to fall asleep soon. Then cleo asked me alot of stuff la.. like what to eat for breakfast, what's for dinner and dont know what la.. I know she ask me alot of questions. But then i was too tired to listen and answer. So everything i just said "anything". Then SUDDENLY!! in my half asleep state i heard her say "if you like (insert name) you should go for it" My gosh!! i just jumped up!! Then she told me some stuff la. then i asked her how she know.. then she say its damn obvious. Gosh!!! i dont know where to hide my face la!! Then we ended up talking about it and some other stuff for roughly another 1 hour before she fell asleep. Then after that i couldnt sleep la.. HAHAHA!! Really woke me up. Next day, went to work feeling damn sleepy. Gosh. Ah!!! I really enjoyed myself when cleo stayed here. Cos with her, i dare to go out at night and all. So it makes me really enjoy myself more. Well.. Hai... No choice :( I understand la.
I want time to pass faster.. As in FLY!! I really really want to go back to Singapore. I really Miss everyone. 9 more weeks :) Oh yeah!! tomorrow i am going to shop!! with vanessa and cleo!! Yay!! Shopping!! here i come :)

Emptiness

Came back from work today to an empty room. Hai.. I really hate that feeling. Miss last week when mummy was here. Then she would be there waiting for me. Then after i'm home, we would always go for dinner together. Now i got to warm up my own dinner. Just the look of it and i dont feel like eating. Yay! I am eating damn little when i am here la. I think i can lose weight :) Today whole day, i only ate a banana. Its not that i dont want to eat. I am just not used to eating alone. Everyday, all my meals are filled with company. Lunch will always be in school with friends or family on weekends. Dinner would be with family most of the time. Now i have to eat alone, i just dont feel like eating. HAHA! Maybe its a good time for me to lose weight.
Anw, Thanks guys for all the encouragement message, email that you all keep sending me. Especially, Lu, Bella, Debbie, Dianna, Mummy, Leya and all the rest. I promise you all i will be strong and persevere through this 10 more weeks. I would go home, being a stronger person then i was before. I promise you all i wont be sad cos my mom told me that when she see me being sad, she'll feel sad too. So i wont be sad cos i dont want the people whom love and care for me to feel sad because of me:)Also, i really dont see the reason to be sad. Cos if not for this trip, i'll never learn so much more things. Like who and what really matters most to me in my life. I am thankful that it is only 3 months not 3 years. I really love and miss you guys. I'm counting down to the day when my mom will fly here to accompany me again :)

Missing You

Ok.. I know its random that i am posting 2 posts in a day. But then I am really really damn bored here. So i was thinking through some stuff and i realized something. These 10 weeks is a really good time for me to think through many things, and also learn many other new things. I also realized what is the most important things in my life.
There are really many people i miss when i am here. Many people that i always take for granted such as friends, family and others la :)thinking that they'll always be there. Only now i begin to realize how important they are to me that i wish i will be able to go home NOW and tell them how important they are to me, and that i really really love them. I'll try my best to tell them when i am back :) Ok la!! IF i have to courage to :)
Not only people, many things too. Such as going for dinner with my family, meeting up with friends, fighting with my brother over small stuff like which channel to watch, many other small things. These used to be such small, mundane and insignificant things when i am in Singapore. But now, it means the world to me. I also miss driving to Simei to swim. Then after swimming, i'll feel like i've burned thousand of calories. Then i'll go east point mall to buy food home :) AH!!! I miss it!!
I also miss GOLF!!! Gosh!! I know that its damn random! Cos everyday after work, the bus will actually pass by this golf course. Then i dont know why, that day, suddenly i have the urge to go play. I miss it every time when me, mummy and daddy will drive there. Then either mummy or daddy will always ask whether i need help me to carry the whole club set to the counter, cos i always say that its damn heavy. Then after every golf session, daddy will tempt me with you tiao and tao huay water. AH!!! Then somehow, i cannot resist temptation, and i will always agree to go. Although i keep saying that i am trying to lose weight. HAHAHAHA!! Mummy will get tempted too :)
I really miss every single one of you all in Singapore. I am already counting down to the day when i can board the flight and go back to Singapore. Home is where the heart is. My heart is in Singapore and that is where i belong. (OK! i sound so patriotic :))Every single one of you will be my motivation to finish my internship and go home. I will emerge from this experience a stronger, more experience and more independent person. I will also treasure all those that mean the most to me already :)10 weeks :)

First Steps

First Steps are always the hardest. But i'll always remember, pain is temporary, but victory is forever. Ok.. One week into Shanghai OSIP already. 10 more weeks to go. I really hope time flies these 10 weeks. Anw, Mummy went back to Singapore already. So i am all alone here. First time i am all alone in a foreign country. So the feeling is not very good :( To make things worst, i am missing every single person in Singapore. My family, friends, dog, car everything that i can think of. I think i am still feeling ok now, cos its still in the day. In Singapore, i am also always alone in the day. But when night comes, thats when i will start to feel worst. Every evening, i'll miss having dinner together as a family, going out shopping, watching movies, eating supper and many more.
But i don't regret coming for this trip. From this trip, i really really learn alot of things. Like who are the people who really care for me and really love me, especially my mummy :) I also learnt many things like i will NEVER ask to go overseas to study or work again. I remembered always telling mummy that i would want to either go overseas to work or to study. But after this trip i can say one thing for sure, i will never want to go already. I would rather sacrifice not being able to go university, or promotion by working overseas rather then not being able to spend time with my family and friends. Some people might say that i am stupid, but then i find that for me, family and friends are things that make life so much happier and meaningful. I will never want to stay overseas myself again.
I am really thankful for this 10 weeks that help me to realize so many things. :) No matter what, i will pull through these 10 weeks. Its a kind of challenge that i decided to take up, and i must make sure i finish it through. Its going to be a LONG, LONELY and TIRING 10 weeks. But i know i can make it though. Cos i have the love, care and encouragement from family and friends :)

missing everyone :)

Missing everyone!

Day three here. Getting quite used to it. Something damn funny happened today. Went out shopping with mummy this morning. So when we left the hotel room that time, i think i slammed the door too hard. So the latch from inside kind of closed back. So when we came back from shopping, i tried opening the door. But then, i couldn't. Cos the latch was closed!! So we were damn damn freaked out!!! We thought someone went into out room and locked the door from inside!!! So we called the receptionist downstairs. Then they came up and took nearly 20 mins to break open the latch. Then damn funny!! Cos i bought a golf club driver today. So i took the club and walk in with my mom. Then i was thinking, if there was someone inside, i am going to whack the person up!! Then My mom went to the room, kitchen, toilet to check if there was a person inside. But then thank goodness there was no one inside. Lol!! Then the receptionist who broke the latch for us, told us that it was becuase i slammed the door too hard. Thats why the latch fell back. Damn scary la!! I was thinking, if there was really someone inside, i am going to shift away IMMEDIATELY!!!
The shopping here is great :) But then the food... -.- no comments. I hope i can lose weight by the time i go home :) Its only day three... And i am missing everyone already!! Every single one. I miss going to school already :( school is so much better then being here. I don't like being in an new and unknown environment. Esp after what happened today.. i know its a false alarm la! But then its still kinda scary :( Well... I need to enjoy what i am doing and learn as much as i can from this trip :) Make the best out of this opportunity :) Starting work tomorrow. Wish me luck :)


-Goodnight-

每当夜深人静的时候，我又不知不觉地想起你.

First Post From Shanghai

Hello Everyone!!
First Post from shanghai :) Anw, today morning reached the airport at about 7.30am? went for breakfast with parents and met Debbie and bella first before checking in. Then met Charmaine and Tiffany, Lucinda and Dianna. Chat around a while, took pictures then Bella and Charmaine all left first cos of school stuff. Then was supposed to go in at about 9.30am. But then Shaun called to say he is on the way. So waited outside till about 9.45am. Then Shaun came, took some photos then i went in already. Felt quite bad. HAHA!! Really wanted to spend more time with everyone. But a really big thanks to everyone for all your effort. Thanks Lucinda, Tiffany and Dianna for doing up the photo collection sketch book with all the quotes and all.I really didnt know we had so many photos!! But i know you all put in a great effort filling up that big bookwith photos and quotes and messages. Thanks to Bella, Leya, Adel,Eleri for the all the cards each of you gave. And thanks to many others who sms'ed me. Every SMS and message really means alot to me :) :) I'll miss you guys. Ok la.. I'm missing all of you all already :)
On board the plane, i was hearing my ipod then reading through all the cards and messages and i was really touched. Then when i came to the photo book, looking through every single picture really bring back alot of memories. Somehow, tears just flowed a little. I cant imagine i will be here 3 months without you guys. But then i am really happy to have such wonderful friends like all of you all. All the photos, messages and cards will be my source of motivation whenever i feel down or lonely for this 3 months :)
Touched down and reached hotel at about 5+pm. Checked in and all. The room is really really comfy and nice. Its just that tehe walkway from the lift to my room is a little ulu and deserted. But Nvm.. I'll overcome my fear during the week when my parents are with me. After which i will RUN everyday from the lift to the room. I wont go out after work so that i can be home before dark. On weekends i will be home by 5+pm. HAHAHA!! so i will blog VERY often. Lol...
11 weeks will past real soon. I want and will be back in singapore very soon again. Till then, i'll miss you guys :) I'll learn the most that i can from this experience :) But first i got to find a way to run from the lift to my room ASAP. HAHAHA!!

-goodnight-

Smile :)

Photos as promised :) Saturday, Sunday, Monday and today are really fun-filled days. I enjoyed myself way beyond any description. As in the previous post, saturday and sunday were spent at gatherings with poly friends, sec school friends, family, relatives and all. Monday was spent with mummy shopping at AMK hub for some internship stuff. I dont know why the sudden decision to go AMK hub. But anw, it was fun :) Then headed to some other place to make specs and all before heading home.

Today, was supposed to go singing with tiff, lu, and all.. But then, in the end, we ended up at parkway eating and shopping around till about 5. Then headed out for dinner with family instead :) Good food/wine/company really made my day. Plus the fact that the past few days were spent with all the people whom i treasure most, really made this birthday a really enjoyable one for me. Another thing, thanks to everyone who wished me by sms or on facebook: Su, Poh hoon, Barbara, Adel, xing yi, Bella, Debbie, Lu, Tiff, Dianna, Charmaine, Ornie, Kimberly, Rachel, Micky, Michelle, Celine, Porky, Shaun, and i cant remember who already. Sorry if i left you out. HAHA!! But thanks anw :) More pictures on sunday and today next time. Cos blogger just deleted all the photos that i just uploaded -.-

Photos!!

Saturday

Sunday

I know you'll are there :)

Hello!! I am damn high now! Waiting for facebook to upload the photos. Anw, These two days are really really great :) Shall elaborate:

Saturday
Met up with Tiff, dianna, Lu and melvin in the morning at tiffany house, supposingly for a gathering before i fly off. Met up at about 10.30am, then we headed to east coast park to cycle. Gosh! The sun was so damn strong! All of us were really like lobsters!! My face/arms/legs were all RED!! For the first time, they beleive my face is red because of the sun :) Cycled all the way to the end of east coast, taking alot of photos along the way. Very nice shots. Then we went back to tiff's house, played wii, piano, slacked till about 7plus when shaun came. Then they gave me a surprise!! They asked me to look outside the window, then they took out Lu's violin and some other stuff la.. then they ask me to sit down, then they played on the piano with violin accompaniment. My favourite 2 stefanie sun song. wo huai nian de and tian hei hei. HAHAHA!! Was really touched by what they did :) Then, headed to kembangan for some food, then wanted to go out somemore, but then my parents were on the way to fetch me already. So no choice. Then went to Jurong point NTUC to get stuff for today's party :)

Sunday
Today, was great :) Had a gathering for like relatives and stuff, and also to celebrate my birthday in advance. So, invited some of my friends along. Debbie, Bella, Char and Barbara, Leya, Eleri and all HAHA! Really had fun :) So anw, met up with Bella in the morning to go get my present :) I got a rabbit!! From build a bear! So cute! Anw, it was named by Bella!! Not me ah! We took like 20mins to decide what to name it. HAHAHA! Then headed down to e condo function room. Then friends and relatives started coming in about 6plus, then played and took alot alot of photos with the help of Micain using the DSLR!! :) Yay! Nice pictures!! Shall upload them soon. Thanks guys for all the present and cards.

I was reading through the few cards, messages written on photos, etc, and i was looking through the video of the "concert" by tiff, lu, dianna again, I suddenly felt really touched by all the effort my friends have put in for me. They are the very reason why i can't bear to leave Singapore. All these while i kept thinking that i dont want to leave, although its only for 3 months, I'll still miss so many ppl. But then, after i saw what they did for me, i feel very comforted and motivated. because i know, that no matter how lonely i am over there, i will still have all my friends for me when i return. My family and friends concern and effort are my motivation for me to go there, have a really good learning experience, and come back. I know i will never really be lonely, with all their love and care :) Love you all :)

-Goodnight-

Post exam moods

Hello!!
I'm back from exams!! Yep. Just to say that the past two weeks were really tiring.All the exams and memorising. But then at least i can say that i have put in my best. So whatever the results are, i wont have any regrets. But its just kind of disappointing that certain papers didnt turn out as well as i expected. But what has passed has passed :)
But anw, these two weeks were quite enjoyable too :) Spent some days in school studying with tiff, dianna, lu, mel and shermaine. I managed to focus for the first time outside of home :) Then taekwondo was kind of fun too. It was the only thing adding fun into the exam mood. Anw, guess what!! Yesterday was the last lesson for me until 3 months later after OSIP!! Gosh! then although i still had paper today, i still went for lesson. Didnt want to miss it. Took some photos, with the whole group who went for competition, and also with sir. So, till 3 months later, i wont be meeting them.
Talking about taekwondo, HAHAHAHA!! Something damn funny happened that day during tournament. We were talking about... food i think? Then there was this dis-agreement between me and someone. I cant name who, cos she will come after me. HAHAHA! Anw, i told her that lamb and sheep are the same animal. But she refused to beleive me. So, we even called some people to ask. But she still refused to beleive me. Then we went back to the holding area after break. Then she saw melvin sitting there, and she went to ask melvin if they are the same animal. And he told her "same. Sheep is the animal, lamb is the cooked meat" but she still didnt want to beleive. So we ended up laughing. Then, the conversation became more retarded, like "when we see cows next time, we'll call them as beef" then some other really stupid stuff. I think Melvin must be thinking he got 2 nine-year old as his group mate, instead of nineteen. HAHA!!
Anw, some stuff happened last week. But i'm thankful its solved :) But right now, some stuff are still rather confusing for me. Ok.. Whatever has passed has passed. Exams are over too!! Time to enjoy before OSIP. Tomorrow would be spent at Tiff house with the whole group. Sunday will be fun too :)

Ornie: Thanks for the birthay present. I received it when i was going to school this morning :)

- 9 more days to OSIP -

Exam Mood

Hello!! School has ended, and exams are now on the way. So i think i wont be blogging until exams are over. Anw, friday was the last day of school. Really mixed feelings. I am glad that sem 3.1 is over, after all the stress and rush from projects. But i am not not really looking forward to it, as i will be going for overseas internship soon. Suddenly, i have mixed feelings about going. Happy to get to experience something new, learn to be independent, blah blah blah.. but at the same time, sad to leave all the people who mean so much to me in Singapore. Its only 3 months, but then 3 months without all of them, is going to be tough. I begin to wonder if i had made the right choice sometimes. oh well... I am going to take this opportunity to learn as much as i can :)Back to the topic of school. I cant imagine one whole semester just passed by like that. It seems not long ago that we got our timetable, started school, formed new project groups, rushed through the first project, and now, sem 3.1 has ended. Sem 3.2 will start when we are back from internship. I really cant wait to faster go for my internship, so that i can come back soon :)
So anw, today was back to school to study with the whole group. Going back to school tomorrow too. Studying for exams are really tiring. But i am just hoping it all pays off. 28th august!! Oh yeah! i went swimming today after studying. I think its really enjoyable, to have a good swim after studying. Its really refreshing.
Ok!! Off to pack my bag for tomorrow. shall decide what to study tomorrow. Anw, Sem 3.1 has really been a fulfilling semester for me. I am awaiting for Sem 3.2 to come before graduation :)

Everytime i make up my mind, looking at you makes giving up really so much harder. I promised not to let you affect me anymore. But it seems like up till now, I still cant.

P.S: Ornie!! I saw your comment. I dont know why people cant leave comments. My friends told me about it too. But i dont know why. HAHA!! Anw, no prob. I'll let you know when everything is confirmed and settled :) I'll send you an email after my exams. you can send me an email when you're free :)

-Goodnight-

Second Thoughts

Its nearly 2.15am, just finished downloading all the pass year papers and stuff. Going to print it tomorrow before i officially start my revision. I have ALOT to revise. This is the last chance for me to pull up my GPA.Plus somemore i am going for OSIP, i cant afford to even fail one paper or get a supp paper.
I'm feeling super tired now. But i cant get to sleep. Too many thoughts are simply running through my head now. It all started just now, during taekwondo. We collected our new brown belt today. next belt that we would collect would be our BLACK belt :) Then sir told me that the next grading would be in october. Which means i wouldnt be able to take the next grading. I would be going for another round in January. Most probably bella would be waiting for me then we would go for the grading together. But then, suddenly, many thoughts came to my mind.
I am really looking forward for the OSIP. Its something that i have always wanted. Overseas experience, i can learn to be independent, the time i am away from home is not too long either. But then, on the other hand, there are any things that are making me miss home even before i leave. I started thinking, if i was not going for OSIP, i would be able to go for taekwondo grading, i would be able to spend time with my family and friends and my doggy, i would be very comfortable, everyday in my own house, own room, going to work in the morning, coming back at night. I will be very secure. But when i am overseas, i am faced with alot of unknowns and uncertainties. People are telling me alot of things, to be careful and stuff. This is making me more afraid of the unknown. I know i will adapt to the living environment soon. But then, i would still miss my family, friends, doggy and lastly the comfort of my room.
I cant remember who, but someone told me last time when i was still deciding whether to go for OSIP. The person told me that if you never step out of your comfort zone, you will never grow. I think it makes sense to me now. Through this experience, i finally figured out some really important stuff. i figured out who are the ones who really care for me. I also found out who are the ones that although i take for granted sometimes, actually mean the most to me. I beleive that i will grow more as an individual throughout the whole internship programme.
I will miss every single one. My family, my friends, Terry (my dog). For now, i think i should just stop thinking of it and focus on my exams now.

-Goodnight-

will i still think of you after 3 months?

Singing and Eating Fun :)

Handed up the HR project on monday :) Yay!! Last project down :) This is the first time, i had to go back to school on a saturday to do projects till the lab and printing shop closed. Thats not all... Saturday night was spent editing from 11pm till nearly 3am with changes and more changes. So, finally got everything printed and compiled and on sunday woke up earlier then usual, just to go to AMK to bind the project and passed it to Simon. So yep, after that, went out with parents shopping for web cam, mic, earphones and other stuff that i might need during the OSIP.
Monday was the day i had the most fun in a long while. Partly due to the fact that projects were all done, but also because of this steamoat/singing thing that we were planning for very long. But the projects were the cause for the delay. So finally!!
Finished school at about 10.30am, but i was held back because i had to go collect my letter of acceptance for OSIP. Then, picked Debbie up before heading home to get my jacket then off to pick Bella up. Headed to Katong for the korean food that Tiff brought us to the other time. Wanted to order something else, but ended up with the same steamboat thing again.
After lunch, went to SING!! HAHAHA!! We took quite some time to figure out their new system. Sang alot of nice songs :) And alot of really really funny things happened. But i am not going to say it here, cos i will get slaughtered :P Those who wants to know, ask me, I'll tell you :) At some point, we really laughed so hard, that we just couldnt sing or talk. Just laughed non stop. Pity Bella. Cos during luch, Debbie and me drank Coke!! So we were damn high at one point of time. HAHA!! We took ALOT of pictures too. Some really unglam ones. I wish i could post it here, but i am sure i will get slaughtered. Was supposed to sing from 2 to 5pm. But we extended till 7pm.
Off to my house after Singing. For dinner :) Steamboat again!! Two rounds of steamboat in one day. I didnt know my mom bought SO much food, that it lined nearly the whole kitchen cabinet counter top. And the best part, we finished nearly half or for some, all of the food!! We ate in the kitchen, instead of the dining/hall area because i wanted to prevent my house from smelling like smoke from the BBQ portion of the steamboat. But apparently, it didnt work. Although we ate in the kitchen, i could still smell it all the way upstairs from my room -.- But the smell went off today. YaY :)
We ate, talked, laugh about alot of random things. Oh.. And i drank some alcohol, and apparently, i cant take alcohol. I just took two really really small cup (which combined into an amount much lesser then a teacup) of some kind of alcohol with only 5% alcoholic content, and i cannot take it already. Went upstairs, i was a little groggy. HAHAHA!! Wanted to have second round of singing, but in the end we never.. So we ended up surfing the internet, trying to "ba gua" a bit, then also talked about some other stuff. I was awake ok! I knew what i was talking!! HAHAHA!!
They left at about 11plus, and after i uploaded the photos and sent to them, i fell asleep straight away. I shouldn't dring anything that has alcohol in future. Ok.. I'm damn lousy. So anw, woke up at nearly 2am to turn off the computer. Saw a few conversations, but i kinda pressed the wrong button, and the computer turned off before i could see who was talking to me. So, Sorry to those who talked to me yesterday night, but i didnt reply.
Woah! the post is super long!!! Some photos to end it off :)

-Goodnight-

Time Flies

Time really flies. I still remember last week at this time i was rushing FA project like mad. Now, even the presentation is over. Presentation today was ok. I expected better though... For my part. Quite disappointing. cos it was quite short. So i wanted to make it longer. But it ended up being wierd. Ok.. whatever has past has past.
Tuesday was fun! Tiffany drove us to Katong for dinner followed by yogurt at kallang leisure park. I somehow find that the one at paya lebar is nicer :) they are going to say i have wierd taste again.
Today, taekwondo was hilarious!! I find that i am looking forward to every thursday partly due to taekwondo!! Gosh! I tell you, we did so many crazy things today, and talked non stop about so many random things, i think i feel more tired from laughing and doing all the retarded stuff rather then from the sport itself! I feel that its really damn fun to learn a sport with your friend, cos you really enjoy the sport much much more then if you learn it alone.
I read this on my friend's MSN PM that i feel is very meaningful :
knowing you was fate, Becoming your friend was my choice but falling in love with you is beyond my control
This week has been a very tiring week. But its not because of school work like in the past few weeks but because of some other "matters". It has been leaving me mentally very tired and somehow i just dont feel like talking. I also dont know why i am feeling this way. Maybe its because i dont know how to react anymore. I dont know how or what to say anymore. Its just damn tiring after a while. I get quite irritated with myself sometimes. A part of me wants to give up. But yet another part of me cant bear to. But today after talking it out and laughing at all the stupid stuff we did in taekwondo, i feel much better :) Actually, from all these, i can actually tell who are the ones that i can fully trust and tell them everything. Thanks people for listening and always giving me advice. You know who you are and I really do not know what to do without you all :) I will try not to let this affect me so much anymore. I'll try my best.

-Goodnight-

Satisfaction :)

Yay!! Its nearly 2am now! But i am feeling damn happy!! I just finished my HR report. So what does that mean?! I've finished the last report needed for this semester!!! HAHA!! Ok la.. its might not be fully done, as in it might need some changes here and there after project meeting tomorrow. But overall, its done!!! YES!! Gosh!! Two more weeks and then this sem is over. It seems only like yesterday that we came into this class. :
Anw, last few days, Thursday and friday was really tiring. Brief outline.. Thursday taekwondo lessons were tiring. ALOT of running!! Then went home, had to rush all th FA stuff as it was due on friday. Did all the stupid analysis again till about 2am?! Friday had lecture then spent like the rest of the day till nearly 5pm compiling, printing... then handing up!! I was really damn tired after that. It was more of a mental fatigue due to.. Dont really know how to put it.
Ok!! then saturday!! slept till afternoon then went for facial and massage with mummy!! Then shopped round bugis before coming home then heading out again for a dinner.
Oh yeah!! when we were on the way to facial, we saw this group of participants going to perform for NDP!! AH!!! I suddenly miss NDP very very very very much!! I miss going for training every wednesday and saturday. I miss going to suntec waiting area every saturday, I miss doing all the stupid things with bella like going after... :) , I miss the feeling of walking as a group in costume from suntec to platform looking wierd!!, I miss the feeling of hearing the song of the performance before our item knowing our song would be next, I miss the feeling of hearing the starting of our song from backstage and waiting to run out. I miss performing on the platform and all u can see are LIGHTS from the audience, I miss the final pose of the performance, I miss watching the fireworks from the stage, I miss singing those national day songs damn loudly and nobody know you are out of tune (ok.. maybe bella know). I also miss the sense of satisfaction when u stand on stage and the performance is over!! AH!!!! i didnt know i miss so many things!!! The memories of NDP is really too great to forget :) Ok!! Some photos :)




Nice Costume :)

NDP 2008!!!

Waiting Area!!

Pictures!!

This week is really very hectic. FA is driving everyone nuts. Calculations all over the place, analysis changing after every meeting with the teacher, Report exceeding by nearly double. Gosh! Hope everything goes well and we can compile tomorrow :)

Monday, Yesterday and today are all burnt with FA. Monday night was spent doing the reports till about 3am. Only to find out, i did wrongly -.-
Yesterday, was a super tiring day. Consultation at 9.30 am to 10am. Then projects all the way till another consultation at 2pm to 2.30pm. Then projects all the way till 7.30pm!!! Thats a total of 9 hours of projects in school!! Argh!! Was supposed to go out yesterday night. But then i couldn't take it, by the time i reached home, after a shower, slept all the way till this morning. I even wanted to miss piano lessons this morning. But in the end, i went :) Then after piano lessons, slept all the way till noon before going down to school again for lecture till 4pm, then projects all the way till 6pm! I dont know what time it will end tomorrow. HAHA!! Projects are really changing my sleeping pattern. Lol..

Anw, exam timetable is out. Last paper on the 28th August. I was counting that after the last paper, i have roughly about 2 weeks before i fly off for my internship. I am going to plan my time properly during that two weeks and meet up with all my friends. If not i am going to miss them like crap during the 3 months. Oh yeah!! i got to bring my dog out more too :) Anw.. People!! come online more often when i am in China k?? So we can talk more and you all can help me kill my boredom :)

oh yeah! thanks to Debbie and Bella for your advice these few days :) I promise i will try my best not to let it affect me so much anymore :)

Ok.. I will end this post with photos :) The first one was on sunday during the grading. The second one was at stefanie sun concert!!

Lizards!!

These few days has beem hectic. I have been staying back in school till nearly 6+pm every day. except monday. And i start school at 9am. 9am to 6pm is...!! And i have been kinda deprived of sleep recently because of projects. SAPM down, MA down. FA and HR next :) Woah!! This semester seems to fly. Then i'll be going China for OSIP. I'll miss everyone :(
Anw, today alot of stupid things happened. Firstly, some thing happened in school which is damn embearssing so i am not saying it here, and i injured my leg. So nvm. then during taekwondo, i kinda made it worst. then never mind. when i came home, i was squatting in the garden playing with my dog. And i felt something fell on my head. I swept it away, and it fell on the floor. Guess what it was... A LIZARD!! But thank goodness it was a baby one :)
I'm kinda irritated now.. which i am not going to say why... but thankfully school starts at 3pm tomorrow!!! Sleeping time :) Good night :)

Concert!!

Hello!! Sun Yan Zi Concert yesterday was Good. Much better then what i expected :) The songs were all very nice and all the props and stuff were nice too. Was supposed meet Tiffany and Lu for dinner yesterday but in the end, i met them only at 7.45pm cos i had some stuff on in the afternoon. I rushed all the way down to the Indoor stadium, cos it was stated that the concert is starting at 8pm. But it started only at 8.35pm. But i still think the concert is very worth it :) Quite thankful that i decided to go. Concert ended at about 11.20pm. Then rushed home cos i got to wake up early this morning again. Rah!! Weekends always fly. HAHA!! I'll upload the concert photos another time. Oh yeah!!! i think the best part of the concert was when she sang my favourite song wo huai nian de!! HAHA!! Tiff and Lu were laughing say that if she dont sing that song, it will be damn funny!!
Oh yeah! I finally sent my ipod touch for repair. They say it cant be repaired. if i want, they will do a one to one exchange. But i got to pay $150++. But then i'll most probably get a refurbished set. So in the end, i'm not doing anything to it. Poor ipod. Now i'm currently using my brother's ipod touch. cos he is not using it. Then i will wait till i get the iphone. Yay!! But most probably i got to wait till november, when i come back from china. Cos, my plan is only a few months old :(
4 more weeks of school... 1 week of study week... exams... then internship. I really dont want it to end so soon.. I think its kinda scary to graduate.


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Singing :)

This week has been good so far :) Lessons on monday ended at 11. Lunch with Lucinda before meeting up with Charmaine and su. We were supposed to go cycling. But then it rained : So, we had to go macs first to wait for the rain to stop. Waited and waited and the rain didnt stop. So we went to play bowling, hoping the rain would stop. Played 2 games each, and we didnt continue. Cos our scores were..... HAHA!! Then we attempted to go cycling again. But then, it was raining. So we decided no to cycle and headed to parkway parade. Bought some stuff.. then we decided to go to the arcade :) Played basketball and loads of other stuff. Something damn stupid happened yesterday. Charmaine and Su were laughing at my reaction. But then, i am really scared of frogs! Thats why. HAHAHA!!
Today, lessons were all canceled. Yay!! So i wanted to go swimming. But then Bella suggested Singing. So we met up at about 11am, then headed down to katong for astons, followed by singing. I was late again today. heehee.. Sorry ppl if i have been late for appointments these few days. I cant seem to drag myself out every morning. I will get an alarm clock soon :) So yep.. Sang for 3 whole hours. And i realised something!!! They always like to disturb me when i am singing. Changing the lyrics and everything and telling me really random stuff. Thanks ah -.- But then, on the other hand, singing becomes really fun when we start talking about alot of stuff and laughing at them. HAHA!! oh man! i think i am really gonna miss every single person when i am in china for OSIP :( My friends, family, etc etc.. Oh man!! i have so many people to miss!! Haha!
Ok! Piano lessons tomorrow morning, followed by school. and maybe a swim after that. Yay!! This week is good :) But then i got a feeling next week wouldnt be so good already. Projects will be back! Good night :)

Hello :)

Hello! Just finish talking on the phone :) Stupid phone is acting up again. The battery keeps getting heated up real fast. I think should send it for repair soon. Talking about repair, i need to send my Ipod for repair too. I spilt water on it. How smart. I wanted to send it for repair since may? But i keep forgetting. So remind me the next time you see me.
Anw, friday was a damn crappy day for me. But the weekends made it all up :) Especially on saturday night, the brazillian food was good. I also found out that meat and a little alcohol goes well :) The place was nice, and the food was good. Nice introduction by my brother who is always "researching" for food. HAHA!!
I was supposed to go for some tree top walk at Mac Ritchie reservoir this morning. I told Eleri last night that i would be going. But i couldnt wake up this morning. I was feeling very tired, so i sms her to tell her that i wouldnt be joining them. I'll join you all next time :) Sorry :P
Oh yeah!! I finally managed to watch finish the whole show!! Its damn nice!! I think i shouldn't start watching any new shows for now, if not, the cycle will be never ending. But with the new TV in my room, watching TV and shows are so comfortable :) Ok! I am not going to be tempted :)
9am school tomorrow, followed by meeting up with Charmaine and Su!! Yay!! Its the first time i am meeting them since su came back 3 weeks ago? We are going cycling!! Exercise is good :) Ok.. Random. Good night :)
After everything, i have made up my mind to give up. Since i made this decision, i am going to stick by it. No more turning back, No more change of mind. Its something i promised my friends. Although i have told them many times that i will, and end up changing my mind, I am sure, i wont waver anymore this time.

Free Day :)

It feels so good to have a free day :) First time since school reopened that i managed to sleep so long. Had piano lessons this morning. My maid woke me up 3 times and i keep going back to sleep!! Thank goodness i was still able to reach there on time. I think i should get an alarm clock.

Was supposed to meet Debbie today. But in the end we never meet so i stayed home the whole day. And the best part, I COOKED LUNCH FOR MYSELF!! Hahaha!! So those who always laugh at me for not being able to cook, i managed to cook for myself today :) Although there are still alot of projects to be done, It feels so good to be able to rest a full day without going to school. Tomorrow will be back to 9am to 4pm lessons, followed by projects and finally taekwondo lessons at night. Ah!!!

Anw, HR presentation yesterday :) I think it went quite well. I'm personally happy with it. If i am not wrong, yesterday's presentation would be the last presentation for our HR module. Cos part B has no presentation. Bye Bye HR :)

Oh yeah! I think my dog is jealous :( Cos Lucinda bought this really life size soft toy dog that day. But because she was going out and didnt want to carry it along, i brought it home for her first. then i didnt want to leave it in the car cos there are already too many soft toys there. So i brought it into the house. Then when i walked into the garden, Terry started barking like mad at it. Then he started growling. So i had no choice but to put the toy dog into the hall and went back out to play with him. But then, he started ignoring me :( Then throughout the whole day, he kept barking into the house for i dont know what reason. Then yesterday and today, he has been ignoring me. Even when i leave the house to go out, He just sits there and stare at me. He only comes to me now when i have treats for him. So mean!! Why is he so ealily jealous!?!?

Its a Friday :)

Yay! Back from Transformers!! It was a super long show!! 2 and a half hours!! But thank goodness it was a good show :) It also made me realised something. How come we always don't tell the people we love that we love them and how much we care for them until its too late. Maybe its because we dont dare or dont see the need to. But will we regret one day? Ok! i am going to stop thinking about random stuff. Anw... I like bumble bee :) And the popcorn was nice too :) Ok.. Random. HAHAHA!! Oh yeah!! We'll be going to have My favourite Wanton Mee for breakfast tomorrow :)
Anw, i found something new that i like to collect :) Today after lecture, Joined Lucinda, Dianna and melvin for lunch at astons. Then somehow randomly, we decided to buy those little miss and Mr men key chain thing from 7-11. So it started with one ball of two keychains. Then me and Lucinda got really tempted, so we went back to get one more. So now i have four. But i think i will go get one more soon. Argh! i always get attracted to buy this kind of cute things. Only not to know what to do with it some time later.
Submitted problem 1 for HR just now. But guess what!! We have problem 2 already. Stand up presentation on tuesday, then problem one will draw to a close. Problem 2 will be the last problem that we have to do before graduation :)
Ok! Good night :)

I have really no idea what to do about it anymore. Everytime something happens or after i talked to my friends about it, i will tell myself that i have given up. Totaly. But its just that seeing you makes giving up so much tougher. Its not the first time that i have tried giving up but i failed. I doubt you know that even after everything, you are still the one that can affect me the most.

Hello!!

Just back from supper :) These few days and weeks are going to be occupied with projects and more projects and loads of submission. I dont know why, but school seems to be ending later as the day goes by.. Anw, i was on my way home from school, when Lucinda messaged me this SMS that was quite funny! HAHA!! But i dont always get lost la!!
Had taekwondo lessons at night. Today's training was crappy. Spent half of the lesson RUNNING and doing some circuit thing. But it was quite funny la. But then bella, my sparring "buddy" didnt come today. HAHAHA!! gosh! today during taekwondo lessons, then i realised how fast time flies. I cant believe that when me and bella first joined taekwondo 2 years ago, we were only white belts. And now, we are finally one belt away from black belt!! And the best part is that sir is letting us teach the white belts. I think its really fun teaching those small white belt kids. Cos when you see them master the steps, you will feel very happy :) But its still quite unbelievable that 2 years just pass like that. Hahaha!!
Parents came to pick me up after lessons for supper. Frog porridge :) Gosh! i just realised that when if i go China for OSIP, not only will i miss my Family and Friends and my Dog... I will also miss the food :( Esp pepper crab!!
Ok!! HR submission tomorrow :) Then transformers movie at night!! Hope it will be nice :) Goodnight :)

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She's my friend who just recently set up a blogshop :)

Long days ahead

First day of school only and i am feeling so tired!! Had some stuff on today after school. so yeah. whole day burnt. Projects are all lined up the next few days. So i dont see any free time soon. And the worst part... i want to finish watching BOF!! Argh!! i didnt want to watch it at first. But then debbie and bella kept on telling me how nice it was. so i stupidly decided to start watching it 3 days before school start. So now, i am stuck with alot more episodes, and no time to watch =( Shall watch it over the weekends or maybe when the projects are submitted =)
Byee =) Another long day tomorrow. 9 to 6!!!

P.S: Su! we'll meet up another time yea? So sorry. this week is really quite hectic for me =(

First Post

Hello! Yay! Managed to set up the blog already. But still trying to figure out how to change the blog skin. Anw, holidays are ending soon =( Back to school with all the projects and stuff. HR, SAPM, FA, MA... The list goes on and on and on. But come to think of it, i am going to enjoy the remaining school days before i graduate.
This holiday was fulfilling =) Meeting up and catching up with alot of people. I just realised smth, i went singing ALOT of times this holiday. First with michelle, Micky and Engchun after the last paper.
Then next was singing with Debbie and Balala... We met up for dinner too =) Caught up on alot with Debbie and bella. Told them about some stuff. And i am really thankful with all the advice they gave me =) HAHA!! although i always tell them that i give up already. then a few days later, i tell them i change me mind. But actually, i think deep inside, i already know a clearer answer. Thanks for all the "analysis" that you all always do =) I'll organise a steamboat or smth soon =)
Two more days of enjoyment before school start. I am going to enjoy myself.