2 more weeks

Two more weeks and we are done with school.. It just seems so scary. But anw, these few weeks is going to be crazy. 2 tests next week, 2 submissions the following week and we're done!! Anw.. These few days were really tiring. Especially on monday, i had to settle the POE stuff, but bro dislocated his leg, so sent him to A&E and waited there for him for nearly 7 hours till about 12am. Was totally knocked out the next day. He might have to go for an operation next week :( Hope his leg some how miraculously recover by itself then it would be good. But anw, get well soon bro! we'll go out when you are better :) Even though you can't play rugby anymore, you can still always play golf :) We'll go play golf together again when you are recovered. AND DONT LAUGH AT ME! I am actually not that bad player ok!

-I have given up-

Three weeks...

3 weeks more before school officially ends. Perhaps when school ends, we will never even meet again. I really hate this feeling. I think what we need now is to sit down and have a good talk. Let's talk everything out. Let's not leave in this manner. I doubt neither of us will take the first move. Perhaps you aren't even bothered. I've decided to leave it to fate. I am still hoping things would change.

I just want to let you know, that i really miss those times...

Napfa!

Hello!!

Ok! Just back from Taekwondo. Super tiring!! was slacking throughout the whole lesson, cos my legs are aching like mad from napfa yesterday. So yesterday, left class early to go for napfa. Did napfa together with melvin, Ben, Shaun, Amrish, Dianna, engchun, michelle and some others la. Then, I was VERY happy all the way till 6pm :| I passed all 5 stations. And not just pass. I did QUITE well in my standard. nearly all A's and B's. Broke my own record. Especially for chin ups. Used not to be able to do even one. This time i did 13!!!! Then everything went smoothly until 2.4km run. I failed :( guess by how much? 45secs!!! Gosh! So i got to retake all if i want to pass. So i might be taking next week. See how things go la. But on the other hand, i am really happy. Broke my own "record" for incline. That's an achievement :)

Ok.. back to today. Couldnt drag myself out of bed this morning. Legs were so painful, i didnt feel like moving. HAHA! But i still went to school for lecture :D so proud of myself. Then, lunch before coming home. Slept from 3plus all the way till 7.15 pm before going for taekwondo. Something is wrong with me today. I cant remember all the patterns, messed them all up. It never happened before. I need to FOCUS!! grading is 2weeks away. I cant fail. Then after lesson, left water bottle and target behind and i happily went home only with my HP. Then sir called bella to say its with him. Shall collect next week. I need to CONCENTRATE and FOCUS!!! not only on taekwondo. But more importantly school work. its a VERY short term. I need to FOCUS!!!!! Shall not let anything distract me anymore.

Got to go study for MA...

-Goodnight-