Friday, July 31, 2009

Time Flies

Time really flies. I still remember last week at this time i was rushing FA project like mad. Now, even the presentation is over. Presentation today was ok. I expected better though... For my part. Quite disappointing. cos it was quite short. So i wanted to make it longer. But it ended up being wierd. Ok.. whatever has past has past.
Tuesday was fun! Tiffany drove us to Katong for dinner followed by yogurt at kallang leisure park. I somehow find that the one at paya lebar is nicer :) they are going to say i have wierd taste again.
Today, taekwondo was hilarious!! I find that i am looking forward to every thursday partly due to taekwondo!! Gosh! I tell you, we did so many crazy things today, and talked non stop about so many random things, i think i feel more tired from laughing and doing all the retarded stuff rather then from the sport itself! I feel that its really damn fun to learn a sport with your friend, cos you really enjoy the sport much much more then if you learn it alone.
I read this on my friend's MSN PM that i feel is very meaningful :
knowing you was fate, Becoming your friend was my choice but falling in love with you is beyond my control

This week has been a very tiring week. But its not because of school work like in the past few weeks but because of some other "matters". It has been leaving me mentally very tired and somehow i just dont feel like talking. I also dont know why i am feeling this way. Maybe its because i dont know how to react anymore. I dont know how or what to say anymore. Its just damn tiring after a while. I get quite irritated with myself sometimes. A part of me wants to give up. But yet another part of me cant bear to. But today after talking it out and laughing at all the stupid stuff we did in taekwondo, i feel much better :) Actually, from all these, i can actually tell who are the ones that i can fully trust and tell them everything. Thanks people for listening and always giving me advice. You know who you are and I really do not know what to do without you all :) I will try not to let this affect me so much anymore. I'll try my best.

-Goodnight-

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Satisfaction :)

Yay!! Its nearly 2am now! But i am feeling damn happy!! I just finished my HR report. So what does that mean?! I've finished the last report needed for this semester!!! HAHA!! Ok la.. its might not be fully done, as in it might need some changes here and there after project meeting tomorrow. But overall, its done!!! YES!! Gosh!! Two more weeks and then this sem is over. It seems only like yesterday that we came into this class. :
Anw, last few days, Thursday and friday was really tiring. Brief outline.. Thursday taekwondo lessons were tiring. ALOT of running!! Then went home, had to rush all th FA stuff as it was due on friday. Did all the stupid analysis again till about 2am?! Friday had lecture then spent like the rest of the day till nearly 5pm compiling, printing... then handing up!! I was really damn tired after that. It was more of a mental fatigue due to.. Dont really know how to put it.
Ok!! then saturday!! slept till afternoon then went for facial and massage with mummy!! Then shopped round bugis before coming home then heading out again for a dinner.
Oh yeah!! when we were on the way to facial, we saw this group of participants going to perform for NDP!! AH!!! I suddenly miss NDP very very very very much!! I miss going for training every wednesday and saturday. I miss going to suntec waiting area every saturday, I miss doing all the stupid things with bella like going after... :) , I miss the feeling of walking as a group in costume from suntec to platform looking wierd!!, I miss the feeling of hearing the song of the performance before our item knowing our song would be next, I miss the feeling of hearing the starting of our song from backstage and waiting to run out. I miss performing on the platform and all u can see are LIGHTS from the audience, I miss the final pose of the performance, I miss watching the fireworks from the stage, I miss singing those national day songs damn loudly and nobody know you are out of tune (ok.. maybe bella know). I also miss the sense of satisfaction when u stand on stage and the performance is over!! AH!!!! i didnt know i miss so many things!!! The memories of NDP is really too great to forget :) Ok!! Some photos :)





Nice Costume :)
NDP 2008!!!


Waiting Area!!

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Pictures!!

This week is really very hectic. FA is driving everyone nuts. Calculations all over the place, analysis changing after every meeting with the teacher, Report exceeding by nearly double. Gosh! Hope everything goes well and we can compile tomorrow :)

Monday, Yesterday and today are all burnt with FA. Monday night was spent doing the reports till about 3am. Only to find out, i did wrongly -.-
Yesterday, was a super tiring day. Consultation at 9.30 am to 10am. Then projects all the way till another consultation at 2pm to 2.30pm. Then projects all the way till 7.30pm!!! Thats a total of 9 hours of projects in school!! Argh!! Was supposed to go out yesterday night. But then i couldn't take it, by the time i reached home, after a shower, slept all the way till this morning. I even wanted to miss piano lessons this morning. But in the end, i went :) Then after piano lessons, slept all the way till noon before going down to school again for lecture till 4pm, then projects all the way till 6pm! I dont know what time it will end tomorrow. HAHA!! Projects are really changing my sleeping pattern. Lol..

Anw, exam timetable is out. Last paper on the 28th August. I was counting that after the last paper, i have roughly about 2 weeks before i fly off for my internship. I am going to plan my time properly during that two weeks and meet up with all my friends. If not i am going to miss them like crap during the 3 months. Oh yeah!! i got to bring my dog out more too :) Anw.. People!! come online more often when i am in China k?? So we can talk more and you all can help me kill my boredom :)

oh yeah! thanks to Debbie and Bella for your advice these few days :) I promise i will try my best not to let it affect me so much anymore :)

Ok.. I will end this post with photos :) The first one was on sunday during the grading. The second one was at stefanie sun concert!!




















Friday, July 17, 2009

Lizards!!

These few days has beem hectic. I have been staying back in school till nearly 6+pm every day. except monday. And i start school at 9am. 9am to 6pm is...!! And i have been kinda deprived of sleep recently because of projects. SAPM down, MA down. FA and HR next :) Woah!! This semester seems to fly. Then i'll be going China for OSIP. I'll miss everyone :(
Anw, today alot of stupid things happened. Firstly, some thing happened in school which is damn embearssing so i am not saying it here, and i injured my leg. So nvm. then during taekwondo, i kinda made it worst. then never mind. when i came home, i was squatting in the garden playing with my dog. And i felt something fell on my head. I swept it away, and it fell on the floor. Guess what it was... A LIZARD!! But thank goodness it was a baby one :)
I'm kinda irritated now.. which i am not going to say why... but thankfully school starts at 3pm tomorrow!!! Sleeping time :) Good night :)

Sunday, July 12, 2009

Concert!!

Hello!! Sun Yan Zi Concert yesterday was Good. Much better then what i expected :) The songs were all very nice and all the props and stuff were nice too. Was supposed meet Tiffany and Lu for dinner yesterday but in the end, i met them only at 7.45pm cos i had some stuff on in the afternoon. I rushed all the way down to the Indoor stadium, cos it was stated that the concert is starting at 8pm. But it started only at 8.35pm. But i still think the concert is very worth it :) Quite thankful that i decided to go. Concert ended at about 11.20pm. Then rushed home cos i got to wake up early this morning again. Rah!! Weekends always fly. HAHA!! I'll upload the concert photos another time. Oh yeah!!! i think the best part of the concert was when she sang my favourite song wo huai nian de!! HAHA!! Tiff and Lu were laughing say that if she dont sing that song, it will be damn funny!!
Oh yeah! I finally sent my ipod touch for repair. They say it cant be repaired. if i want, they will do a one to one exchange. But i got to pay $150++. But then i'll most probably get a refurbished set. So in the end, i'm not doing anything to it. Poor ipod. Now i'm currently using my brother's ipod touch. cos he is not using it. Then i will wait till i get the iphone. Yay!! But most probably i got to wait till november, when i come back from china. Cos, my plan is only a few months old :(
4 more weeks of school... 1 week of study week... exams... then internship. I really dont want it to end so soon.. I think its kinda scary to graduate.


依然还是有着想要爱你的冲动

Thursday, July 9, 2009

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A smile plastered over the wound beneath...

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Singing :)

This week has been good so far :) Lessons on monday ended at 11. Lunch with Lucinda before meeting up with Charmaine and su. We were supposed to go cycling. But then it rained : So, we had to go macs first to wait for the rain to stop. Waited and waited and the rain didnt stop. So we went to play bowling, hoping the rain would stop. Played 2 games each, and we didnt continue. Cos our scores were..... HAHA!! Then we attempted to go cycling again. But then, it was raining. So we decided no to cycle and headed to parkway parade. Bought some stuff.. then we decided to go to the arcade :) Played basketball and loads of other stuff. Something damn stupid happened yesterday. Charmaine and Su were laughing at my reaction. But then, i am really scared of frogs! Thats why. HAHAHA!!
Today, lessons were all canceled. Yay!! So i wanted to go swimming. But then Bella suggested Singing. So we met up at about 11am, then headed down to katong for astons, followed by singing. I was late again today. heehee.. Sorry ppl if i have been late for appointments these few days. I cant seem to drag myself out every morning. I will get an alarm clock soon :) So yep.. Sang for 3 whole hours. And i realised something!!! They always like to disturb me when i am singing. Changing the lyrics and everything and telling me really random stuff. Thanks ah -.- But then, on the other hand, singing becomes really fun when we start talking about alot of stuff and laughing at them. HAHA!! oh man! i think i am really gonna miss every single person when i am in china for OSIP :( My friends, family, etc etc.. Oh man!! i have so many people to miss!! Haha!
Ok! Piano lessons tomorrow morning, followed by school. and maybe a swim after that. Yay!! This week is good :) But then i got a feeling next week wouldnt be so good already. Projects will be back! Good night :)

Monday, July 6, 2009

Hello :)

Hello! Just finish talking on the phone :) Stupid phone is acting up again. The battery keeps getting heated up real fast. I think should send it for repair soon. Talking about repair, i need to send my Ipod for repair too. I spilt water on it. How smart. I wanted to send it for repair since may? But i keep forgetting. So remind me the next time you see me.
Anw, friday was a damn crappy day for me. But the weekends made it all up :) Especially on saturday night, the brazillian food was good. I also found out that meat and a little alcohol goes well :) The place was nice, and the food was good. Nice introduction by my brother who is always "researching" for food. HAHA!!
I was supposed to go for some tree top walk at Mac Ritchie reservoir this morning. I told Eleri last night that i would be going. But i couldnt wake up this morning. I was feeling very tired, so i sms her to tell her that i wouldnt be joining them. I'll join you all next time :) Sorry :P
Oh yeah!! I finally managed to watch finish the whole show!! Its damn nice!! I think i shouldn't start watching any new shows for now, if not, the cycle will be never ending. But with the new TV in my room, watching TV and shows are so comfortable :) Ok! I am not going to be tempted :)
9am school tomorrow, followed by meeting up with Charmaine and Su!! Yay!! Its the first time i am meeting them since su came back 3 weeks ago? We are going cycling!! Exercise is good :) Ok.. Random. Good night :)
After everything, i have made up my mind to give up. Since i made this decision, i am going to stick by it. No more turning back, No more change of mind. Its something i promised my friends. Although i have told them many times that i will, and end up changing my mind, I am sure, i wont waver anymore this time.

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Free Day :)

It feels so good to have a free day :) First time since school reopened that i managed to sleep so long. Had piano lessons this morning. My maid woke me up 3 times and i keep going back to sleep!! Thank goodness i was still able to reach there on time. I think i should get an alarm clock.
Was supposed to meet Debbie today. But in the end we never meet so i stayed home the whole day. And the best part, I COOKED LUNCH FOR MYSELF!! Hahaha!! So those who always laugh at me for not being able to cook, i managed to cook for myself today :) Although there are still alot of projects to be done, It feels so good to be able to rest a full day without going to school. Tomorrow will be back to 9am to 4pm lessons, followed by projects and finally taekwondo lessons at night. Ah!!!
Anw, HR presentation yesterday :) I think it went quite well. I'm personally happy with it. If i am not wrong, yesterday's presentation would be the last presentation for our HR module. Cos part B has no presentation. Bye Bye HR :)
Oh yeah! I think my dog is jealous :( Cos Lucinda bought this really life size soft toy dog that day. But because she was going out and didnt want to carry it along, i brought it home for her first. then i didnt want to leave it in the car cos there are already too many soft toys there. So i brought it into the house. Then when i walked into the garden, Terry started barking like mad at it. Then he started growling. So i had no choice but to put the toy dog into the hall and went back out to play with him. But then, he started ignoring me :( Then throughout the whole day, he kept barking into the house for i dont know what reason. Then yesterday and today, he has been ignoring me. Even when i leave the house to go out, He just sits there and stare at me. He only comes to me now when i have treats for him. So mean!! Why is he so ealily jealous!?!?