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Ok... I was thinking since i am in Shanghai, wanted to type this all out in Chinese. But in the end, i gave up after 2 sentence. Its damn hard to type in chinese. Anw, tomorrow marks 2 weeks since i arrives. 1 week since my mom went home. 1 week since i started to learn to be independent. But really, i learnt that i am not independent at all. I know my friends will be laughing now -.- I am hopeless at cooking, other then instant mee.. But it gets really sick after a while. Then i dont really dare to go out and buy. Cos its kinda dark. SO! guess what i have been doing/eating!! Breakfast is a cup of milo, i seldom eat lunch, cos the food is... then for quite a few nights already, i have been drinking milo or cereal with biscuits. So.. to those who said i will come back looking like a pau.. HAHAHA!! You guys are wrong already :D In fact i'm losing weight :D But mummy has been making noise. Cos she say its not really good for my body. But oh well.. thats what happens when you cant cook.
When in shanghai, i really hate weekends. Cos i really have nothing to do. Went shopping with cleo and vanessa today. But then like time pass very slowly. I reached home only at 5pm! Then now i am here drinking milo and typing. How pathetic :( Tomorrow whole day will be in the hotel, until they come over for dinner. Gosh! if they dont come, i will be in the hotel whole day :( I am thinking whats for lunch tomorrow. I REALLY CANT WAIT FOR MONDAY!! Eh!! No.. TUESDAY!!!! Its just 3 days away!!! please please be ok!!! I'm really damn bored here. I miss my family and friends VERY BADLY!!
Anw... Just something random. I was on the bus to work that day, Then my ipod was on shuffle mode. when i heard this really really old song then i suddenly liked it alot!! The lyrics are really really meaningful. Or at least i find it meaningful la. Cos it really reminds me of alot of things/people that through this trip, i find that actually 我比想象中更爱，更在乎他们。 我从来都不知道他们在我生活里面，是多么重要，可是现在我才发现，我是多么地爱他们，多么希望他们在这里，多么希望能跟他们面对面说话，多么像拥抱他们。有些事/人，我以为能在这三个月内，把他给忘了。可是，我发现我真的办不到。就好像歌词所写的，每当夜深人静的事后，我会不知不觉地想起你。

Ok! i give up typing in chinese!! Its damn hard. Wanted to type in chinese, to commemorate that i was here for 2 weeks.. But it seems my chinese standard is still.. :D Anw, I'm gonna read my book now :) Tomorrow will be another boring day. I miss Singapore like MAD!!! I miss the people even more. Everyone.. Ok la.. Since i am so bored, i'll type it out: Mummy, daddy, porky, terry, spiky, ah ma, bella, debbie, charmaine, lucinda, tiffany, dianna, celine,Leya, Adel, Eleri.. And many more la :D :D Oh yeah! talking about leya and adel, Thanks guys for you motivational Email to keep me going. I was watching the video of the dance on FB that day.. I really miss the whole SSA Ang Mo Kio south group!!

-goodnight-

The lyrics of the song that i was talking about

歌曲：我比想象中爱你
歌手：js 专辑：真命天女插曲

飞的越远越看不见
你阳光下灿烂的笑脸
在天跟海之间那条界线
慢慢的走远
你曾经是我的地平线

你有没有一点想念
我们一起去年的夏天
有种爱的感觉在心里面
那么的强烈
而这一切好象只是昨天

我才发现我比想象中爱你
只是一时不小心错过了你
每当夜深人静
我诚实的分析我自己
还是不可否认地
我比想象中爱你

兰花掠过沙滩变静
我又看见我们的脚印
如果遇见幸福的机率
有千万分之一
不顾一切也要找回你

我才发现我比想象中爱你
只是一时不小心错过了你
每当夜深人静
我诚实的分析我自己
总会从梦中惊醒
还是不可否认地
我比想象中爱你

终于发现我比想象中爱你
只是一时不小心错过了你
每当夜深人静
我诚实的分析我自己
总会从梦中惊醒
还是不可否认地
我比想象中爱你