First Steps

First Steps are always the hardest. But i'll always remember, pain is temporary, but victory is forever. Ok.. One week into Shanghai OSIP already. 10 more weeks to go. I really hope time flies these 10 weeks. Anw, Mummy went back to Singapore already. So i am all alone here. First time i am all alone in a foreign country. So the feeling is not very good :( To make things worst, i am missing every single person in Singapore. My family, friends, dog, car everything that i can think of. I think i am still feeling ok now, cos its still in the day. In Singapore, i am also always alone in the day. But when night comes, thats when i will start to feel worst. Every evening, i'll miss having dinner together as a family, going out shopping, watching movies, eating supper and many more.
But i don't regret coming for this trip. From this trip, i really really learn alot of things. Like who are the people who really care for me and really love me, especially my mummy :) I also learnt many things like i will NEVER ask to go overseas to study or work again. I remembered always telling mummy that i would want to either go overseas to work or to study. But after this trip i can say one thing for sure, i will never want to go already. I would rather sacrifice not being able to go university, or promotion by working overseas rather then not being able to spend time with my family and friends. Some people might say that i am stupid, but then i find that for me, family and friends are things that make life so much happier and meaningful. I will never want to stay overseas myself again.
I am really thankful for this 10 weeks that help me to realize so many things. :) No matter what, i will pull through these 10 weeks. Its a kind of challenge that i decided to take up, and i must make sure i finish it through. Its going to be a LONG, LONELY and TIRING 10 weeks. But i know i can make it though. Cos i have the love, care and encouragement from family and friends :)

missing everyone :)